Thursday, September 16, 2004

Feeling...hope?

Well...
(I say that word a lot.  And I've lived in Kentucky since I moved back here in '86...so it's not just, "Well".  Instead, it has a definite twang in there, kind of like, "Weyellllll"... LOL!)
We made it to Thursday.  I'm feeling very hopeful now, and very thankful.  It doesn't necessarily mean the drama is going away, right away...but it does mean that I see a light at the end of the tunnel.
We didn't go to school or work today since we were at the doctor's office most of the day.  I may still go in...I can't stand to think of all the work piling up on my desk for me to do tomorrow...and also, being as how I left early Tuesday, AND Wednesday (more drama), AND I'm out right now, I think it would probably be a good idea...but I'm just so happy to be relaxing at home for the first time in what seems like such a long time...what a dilemma!
Oh, who am I kidding, no way am I going to go in there this late, it's an approved day off and I'm going to take advantage of it!  Plus I'm catching my daughter at her best time, the middle of the day...
And this way I can go to the Y early and get back in time for 'Survivor'.  Not that I'm addicted, or anything.
We've had other quiet times this week, immediately followed by bad times, so I don't know why I'm treating this time differently, except that it IS, and I feel it, and I KNOW it.  It will take some time, but things WILL BE fine again.