Tuesday, December 31, 2013
You get what anyone gets...you get a lifetime.
I guess I'm not as healed as I thought.
My brother had to use nephew guilt to get me out of the house tonight.
I'm okay now that I'm here, though. The whole 2 minutes it took me to get here.
My grandpa is home from the hospital, with orders for a nurse and a physical therapist to visit every day. The physical therapist is a real blessing and just what he needs to get him up and moving.
We're scattered all over town tonight. New Year's Eve used to be mandatory event, but now it's always a last-minute thing...because New Year's Day IS a mandatory event. We have Christmas Eve, my brother's birthday, and New Year's Day all in a week, that's a lot of family time even for us! Because, you know, some of us are a little obnoxious and hard to get along with.
I'm not naming names or anything...
So all we've got here tonight is me, my mom, Chelsea, and my brother's family. Dwayne's at home hurting (I miss him!).
I had a lot of hopes for 2013 and I can't be disappointed...I'm not at all where I wanted to be, but I'm not where I was either. If I've learned anything, it's that any progress at all is good progress. My mind and body have healed some...not as much, not completely, but COMPARATIVELY.
I'm smiling more, and I can laugh.
I can even look forward to 2014.
Love you all...