Sunday, December 22, 2013

I'll know my name as it's called again...


Just taking a quick break from the Photo thing to make sure I'm alive...I'm alive, right?

The migraines just keep coming, they keep coming. I may get a couple days of relief, sometimes even three or four days, but that's it.

I've convinced myself that they're much less worse than they used to be, but on a day like today, I'm not feeling it. I'm just feeling pain.

The other day, my mom was telling me about how 'comparatively' lucky she is with her kids...you know, compared to the kids of some people she knows. Meaning, her adult children (me and my brother) aren't felons, alcoholics, drug addicts (that one's iffy), homeless, disrespectful, evil human beings. 

She couldn't stop there, though! LOL...she had to point out that she's very lucky with us, our only problem is that we're a 'mess'.

Well, okay, that's true! But we get it from her, so there!!

But I have goals for the new year, I really do. I actually had goals last year, and I don't think I accomplished any of them. Except maybe I went to work more. Yay! I accomplished one thing!!!

So here's my goals...some of them are pretty lofty. For me, that is.

2014 Goals:
1. Try to start driving again.
2. Try to go to church again.
3. Try to handle my own money again.
4. No floor-sleepers.
5. Try to go to work every day.
6. Get rid of migraines.

7. Go outside.
8. Try to clean.
9. Go to the supermarket.
10. Go outside some more.
11. Consider going to the supermarket.
12. Play my instruments again.


Okay, that's all I can handle right now. I thought of several more but I was getting extremely anxious just writing these down as it was. So ridiculous, some of them. I used to have a life, and now I'm...here.

Okay, two more:

13. No self-pity.
14. Really, it was just one more, but I'm a tiny bit superstitious. :)

Love y'all. :)

22 comments:

  1. Talking about headaches, I think I'm starting to get headaches from just looking at my kids. It's one of those automatic responses due to the fact that I get a headache everyday when I pick them up from school.
    heh
    I'm only kind of kidding.

    You'd rather clean than go to the supermarket?

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  2. Hi, yeah, I'd much rather be doing anything inside of the house over anything involving leaving the house. It's much safer inside.
    So I'd rather clean than supermarket, but I'd much rather lay down than do anything. :)

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  3. Maybe you should pick one or two...go easy on yourself. Can you try a different church? Advice from a heathen. :-\

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    1. Yeah...I figure if I just accomplish one of those it'll be a success. I mean, it's been a few years since I've driven and even longer about the money.

      I don't know about going to a different church. If Dwayne was able to go with me, I probably would try that. I only want to go somewhere if he e's going. Is that codependent? As it is, I go to the church my grandma loved and helped start; and each time I've went I've found it difficult.

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  4. Sounds like you have your work cut out for you, a mess beats all of that stuff too, not need to be a felon and a mess lol

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    1. Yeah, being a mess on top of a felon would be the last straw!

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  5. Good luck with your goals. I think it is very important to set new goals every year.

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    1. Thank you! I've never done it like this before, so now I have something to refer back to. :)

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  6. Good on ya for putting those goals in writing. Doing just that can be therapeutic in itself. I should do the same. Hey -- there's goal #1! :-)

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    1. Goal! I did feel I accomplished something just by writing them down... :)

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  7. I hope your day is going well. Merry Christmas.

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    1. Peaches, thank you, you too! :)
      Merry Christmas!

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  8. I love your goals. I have faith in you :)

    Xo

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    1. Thank you so much! It's good one of us does! :)

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