Monday, September 23, 2013

What day is it? Oh, it's Migraine Monday, as usual, nothing to see here, carry on...


I am overwhelmed.

I am...swimming in a silvery liquid that doesn't let me go very far.

I am crushed.

I can't breathe.

My heart is in my throat.

I want to crumble to the floor and weep.

I want to run, and run, and run, and never come back.

I don't want to be here anymore.


I don't want to be here anymore.

I am overwhelmed.

And now, finally, I am crying.

13 comments:

  1. That was an interesting image choice to pair with these anguished words, M.

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    1. Gotta mix it up sometimes.
      I'm in a mood.
      Grimshaw. :)

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  2. Please permit me to extend compassion. Others will read what you have written so succinctly and realize they are not alone.

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  3. Gonna get sucked up into the sky? Watch the probe. Those days sure do suck

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  4. There was some amazing raw emotion here. Wow. I must ask, was this a prompt or have you been feeling this way? Is that too nosy?

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    1. Not at all...It's so mundane, Chelsea got a job today and needed a copy of her social security card and I couldn't find it and it just escalated from there to how incompetent I still am as compared to how I used to be. Just a little setback, that's all. :)

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    2. I remember having a breakdown when I couldn't find the kindergarten supply list in 2004. I'm not kidding.

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    3. Yeah, sounds about right. Something so small and it just escalated into this huge thing. :)

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  5. It's interesting that I couldn't find a crucial ssn a few hours ago. But it just wasn't there, ya know? Screw it. Never the less I have a mild headache, although nothing like yours. Please get better soon. It's just a bunch of stupid but important numbers that can somehow be retrieved when we have our act together. Later, not now. Lights out, wash cloth on forehead, maybe a chocolate chip cookie.

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    1. That is interesting, how weird is that?!
      Yeah, I'm taking a pain pill and going back to sleep now. I think I will have a cookie tomorrow...but it can't have chocolate or peanut butter. :( What other kind of cookie is there?

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