Saturday, October 5, 2013

I thought that I heard you laughing...


Well.

I always knew getting better is a step forward, step backward kind of thing.


It's just times like these when I see no future and I don't want to remember the past...

Anyway.

Falling down, getting up.

I know someone's out there living a life full of joy.

That makes me smile, though I'm not presently able to have that kind of life myself.

But I promise I'll keep getting back up.


14 comments:

  1. Ugg yes, it sucks a ton, step forward and then take 3 steps back

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    1. Yes! I just want to take a giant leap forward and out of all this back and forth. :)

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  2. I thought that I heard you sing,
    I think I thought I saw you try...

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    1. Every whisper.
      Of every waking hour.

      LOL Susie, I am already feeling better, thank you so much...

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    2. Thank you! - feeling better in spirit, if not in body, at least. :)

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  3. The painting provides accurate metaphor. I find my eyes wandering back to the life-boat davits. This is one reason I refuse to go on cruises.

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    1. I'll never go on a cruise, either, but that's because I'm afraid of a contagious outbreak. A regular boat is fine...
      I love John Singer Sargent's paintings.

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    1. Thank you Suze! I need it...I think my dark cloud is lifted more today, but my migraine is infinitely worse! That may be why the dark cloud has lifted...all my energies are focused on how much my head hurts. :(
      And oh I hate hearing myself whine, I'll stop now!

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  5. What is life without hope? Even when s*** hits the fan I have to hold onto it, that there's surely something better waiting up ahead for us all otherwise what is the point to it all. I hope your day gets positively brighter and that you have a wonderful week.

    xxx
    Dancing in Black

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    1. What a nice thing to say, I really appreciate that, thank you so much!

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