Thursday, February 26, 2004
I don't get enough sleep. I have to be up at 6 a.m. every day and I don't ever get to bed before 1 or 2. By Friday I'm always exhausted.
But usually, even though I'm dead tired by this time of night, I force myself to stay awake, and awake, and awake, even though I wish I could sleep all the time.
Why is that? Am I afraid to go to sleep? Am I afraid to go to bed alone? Or is it that I know when I go to sleep that means I will soon wake up and have to face another day just like the one I had before?