I AM getting better. Every day. But there are still some things I'm working towards.
I don't drive anymore. At all. I've lost my confidence.
I don't play any of my instruments anymore. I just can't. I've lost my music.
I don't handle my money anymore. It goes to my mother, who pays my bills for me. I've basically lost my adulthood.
Just putting these things down on paper make it seem a little overwhelming. I really put myself in a deep dark hole to climb out of, right? And these are just the highlights.
But still. I am getting better. I really am. I'm getting up every day. I'm going to work. (mostly.) I'm doing something besides sleeping.
I won't be dragged back down. I am getting better.