"I was not real.
Nothing was real.
I had no feelings.
Nothing could hurt me.
Too much time to think.
I didn't want to think.
So I read fan fiction and
listened to music
and watched YouTube
and played games,
Usually all at the same time.
My mind wasn't interested in reality,
so I made myself a million distractions.
And now I've been non-living so long,
and I really want to try to live,
but, I don't even know how anymore.
Tell me, how do I get out of this hole?"