Monday, September 23, 2013
What day is it? Oh, it's Migraine Monday, as usual, nothing to see here, carry on...
I am overwhelmed.
I am...swimming in a silvery liquid that doesn't let me go very far.
I am crushed.
I can't breathe.
My heart is in my throat.
I want to crumble to the floor and weep.
I want to run, and run, and run, and never come back.
I don't want to be here anymore.
I don't want to be here anymore.
I am overwhelmed.
And now, finally, I am crying.
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That was an interesting image choice to pair with these anguished words, M.
ReplyDeleteGotta mix it up sometimes.
DeleteI'm in a mood.
Grimshaw. :)
Please permit me to extend compassion. Others will read what you have written so succinctly and realize they are not alone.
ReplyDeleteThanks Geo. :)
DeleteGonna get sucked up into the sky? Watch the probe. Those days sure do suck
ReplyDeletePat,
DeleteYou made me laugh! Thanks so much!
:)
DeleteThere was some amazing raw emotion here. Wow. I must ask, was this a prompt or have you been feeling this way? Is that too nosy?
ReplyDeleteNot at all...It's so mundane, Chelsea got a job today and needed a copy of her social security card and I couldn't find it and it just escalated from there to how incompetent I still am as compared to how I used to be. Just a little setback, that's all. :)
DeleteI remember having a breakdown when I couldn't find the kindergarten supply list in 2004. I'm not kidding.
DeleteYeah, sounds about right. Something so small and it just escalated into this huge thing. :)
DeleteIt's interesting that I couldn't find a crucial ssn a few hours ago. But it just wasn't there, ya know? Screw it. Never the less I have a mild headache, although nothing like yours. Please get better soon. It's just a bunch of stupid but important numbers that can somehow be retrieved when we have our act together. Later, not now. Lights out, wash cloth on forehead, maybe a chocolate chip cookie.
ReplyDeleteThat is interesting, how weird is that?!
DeleteYeah, I'm taking a pain pill and going back to sleep now. I think I will have a cookie tomorrow...but it can't have chocolate or peanut butter. :( What other kind of cookie is there?