Wednesday, January 4, 2012
I'm trying to get better. I think I'm trying to get better.
I don't know if I'm getting better.
I suspect I'm not getting better.
I want to be better. I want to live.
I want to surprise people and defy expectations. I want to feel.
I want to laugh and run and cry and breathe.
I want to shine on, and stay gold.
How do I get there?
How do I get better?
No hiding, no shame, no fear,
I really don't know.
But I am trying.
I want to know. I just need to try.